True Fitness. True Exhaustement

haha..i'm back

Free trial for 1 week at True Fitness is finally over, it is my 1st time to do gym at fitness centre, not bad, so far so good. The environment is excellent, got air-cond and nice music, various type of exercise machines, studio for dancing (this is the part that i'm interested with, many different dancing lessons r provided, can join for FREE). Last but not least, the stim room and sauna room.. the high temperature make u sweat again after doing exercise, wow, i like tat kind of feeling, tiring but it's so enjoy man ^^

Seriously, i was suffering from muscle pain after training with the personal trainer on 1st day. It is so painful, my whole body pain until i lazy to walk. I wanna lose weight but dunno y the trainer keep asking me to do exercises tat can build muscle : / Should i get rid of my fat b4 that? haha, i set my goal to lose 10kg weight, the trainer said that i can make it within 3-4 months if i follow his instructions to do exercise and change my habit of having meal. Is it possible? so far i just measure my weight today, my weight remains the same, reduce 0kg, i m wondering, how tough is it to lose 10kg fat like tat =_=" I miss the time when i was in secondary school, when i was still 60+kg..now? haiz..nothing to say when i look at my spare tyre now.

I will continuously do exercise anyway, n i will join member at any fitness centre when i start working later (try my best =D). AKYBF!

A - Always
K - Keep
Y - Your
B - Body
F - Fit

O.N.I.O.N

剛幫我媽切完洋蔥, 第一次在家幫忙下廚, 才發現原來烹飪真的不簡單哦, 還蠻累的. 常聽人說, 切洋蔥很講技巧, 一不留神被溢到眼睛, 眼淚就流個不停. 但是這并難不倒我, 我可沒掉過半滴眼淚, 看來我在這方面還真有天分的, 哈哈. 不過, 我想認真的說一句, 我家的蚊子真的不是蓋的, 我走到哪就被叮到哪, 鍛鍊有素!

其實這幾天待在家裡真的很悠閒, 甚至有點無聊, 人考試我考試, 照理說我因該忙於溫習功課, 怎麼我卻剛剛相反, 救命啊! 一定要鞭策自己努力過得充充實實, 不要讓自己有太多空閒時間去胡思亂想; 反而因該認真計畫畢業後要做些甚麼. 以下是我暫時想到我因該也可以做的一些事情:

1. 積極找工作
2. 學駕駛
3. 學下廚
4. Keep Fit

(次序不分先後 ^^)

有事業了就可以開始尋找我的'終身幸福'. 不過這可能要等几年後才會實現了.

Girls' Talk..

Today is the 1st time i have ever experienced wad is so called 'Gals Talk'..really lose to 'them', i was just nobody at the moment..sweat. 6 gals sticked together and chatting non stop, no politics no games no sports, but when u listen carefully to them, u would find sth funny when they talk until so exciting about 芝麻綠豆 stuff. So, i did actually enjoy myself so much although i was just looking at their facial expression, but 2 bad i dunno how to act like 'them', wasted : / And i dun really remember how they laugh how they shout, wad i can conclude is that these gals r so 'geng'. I can listen their voice though i was at 1st floor n they at ground floor, amazing right? Imagine how noisy when there r 3 women chit-chatting in ur class..n there were 6 women at my place tat time, WOW!! Pasar Malam!! but i think my mum does not mind since they made my house 又熱鬧又女色無邊, thanks god that police din come to my place la =D

How do i feel after that? hmm.. so far so good la, used to it since the day i mixed around with them, but today i m the onli GUY, feel like 孤掌難鳴, the other two guys put aeroplane, 'THEY' left me alone. Anyway, everything must have the '1st time', i dun mind to get myself into this kind of situation again, aiya all gals, i will never 'rugi'. As long as they happy, i happy. Why? Understood la.. ngek ngek.. Friends ma!!

Sorry that my place got quite many of mosquitoes, i hereby apologise to those who were bitten. Nothing much i can do, but i think i can provide 'MOPIKO' if there is a need. Well..it is time to sleep..zzz

給想嫁的妳

現代人通常都提倡遲婚, 因為大家都想做事業心重的男女強人. 我身邊就有個女人是例外的, 她還沒畢業就已經計畫想嫁人了. 唉, 沒辦法啦, 人各有志. 今天無聊看八卦雜誌時看到一篇文章, 希望可以給各位一些寶貴意見.

讓一個男人愛上一個女人是件容易的事, 但要如何讓男人對你死心塌地? 做個個性的女人吧, 讓男人慢性中毒, 當男人的毒癮被挑起來的時候, 你會不會為自己的高明與個性而自豪呢, 抓住男人靠的不只是知情達里, 還要有自己的個性, 這樣的女人, 才是最有魅力的.

To be continue...

Bad Day

Today is such a 'black' monday for me la..Not feeling well start from last night, then slept dam late in the morning..Woke up this morning, oh bloody hell..feel like so pening + sore throats, the worst thing happened when i found that i lost my senior's assignment, suddenly became so moody so down...really piss off..

Then now, just finish class in the afternoon, wanna take bus back to ss2, it suddenly start raining unexpectedly, it is dam heavy man..definitely cant go back like this..ARG!! why everything goes out of my expectation!! wanna go back home to take a rest also cannot, really wat the.. then my friends some more play a fool with me, hello.. how dare they did it on me, i got no mood to entertain them but they continuously teasing me..i know they r just kidding, but at the moment, i feel like scolding them gao gao, but of course, i did control myself la..aiks

Seldom have this kind of bad mood, seriously, i will explore if someone else dare to make me angry again...just realise that ppl will get piss with anything happens around him when he is not feeling well, suddenly wanna stay alone so much..dun wanna talk with anyone, just wan to take a good rest... Well, it is still raining outside, cant go back home anyway. Later need to attend for birthday party of my two frens, obviously i dun have to rest until tonight la..not again, let me take a nap pls!! i hate to get sick! got no mood to do anything man..Got to stop here..

Nothing Special..

Another day just gone like that..did nothing again today..the worst thing is..i din step into my room for more than 24 hours ready, sigh.. who should i blame? nobody except myself la =D suddenly miss my home so much, especially my bed!! Never have this kind of feeling before, although the current place i at now is much more comfortable than my tiny room.. know why? coz i'm really so so tired after working under the sun for 1 whole day yesterday, then din sleep well last night, so feel sleepy now (6.50pm-Malaysia Time)..

sitting on the chair, facing to pc, touching on keyboard and my brain start thinking about my future..going to graduate soon lo, wad should i do? should i cont to study? or start working to gain experience? seriously, i m a bit bored with my study? is it normal if i have this kind of thinking? .. Some of my frens said, "the moment u graduate = the moment u are unemployed = jobless". i m no longer a student after june, need to step into society to work, this means that my student life has come to the end and new life begins..wow, loads of uncertainties in future man..must learn to know and understand about the word 'reality' lu~~

There r so many things need to be considered la..headache.. wad i can do at this moment is.. fully enjoy my remaining student life, have fun with my frens, and if possible, create more unforgettable memories b4 i totally change become a dull + no life + busy white colar..

Looking outside..see nothing except buildings..no star no moon, aiks, lousy view..haha

-End of the story-

又是一天

今天刚看完《最美丽的第七天》，忽然间很有feel，有点被感动了，尤其是故事的尾声，很凄美。平时不怎么喜欢看爱情长剧的我，竟然只用了一天的时间就把整套二十集给看完了。没有fast forward，是一集一集看的，我好厉害哦，哈哈。老实说，剧里确实有几幕很感人，至少我看了后，眼泪真的不自觉的掉了下来。接着是听到自己的傻笑声，发觉自己何时变得那么感性了？还是说这套爱情剧的编辑太了解观众的心态，抓住人性的弱点，一点即中。剧里有许多对白很有意思的，但我一时间找不回是出现在哪一幕。有一句好像是这样的，“短暂的分开，是为了下一次的重逢”。这不失为一个很好的理由来安慰面对分离的朋友或亲人。其实也对啦，没有离别，哪来那么多珍贵的重逢呢？在国外求学的朋友，期待着我们下一次的重逢哦。

词穷没什么好写了，冲个凉，睡个觉，又是新的一天。没的逃避，只好继续向前走。You can do it! 加油。

男女的有趣定律

男人與女人除了在性別上有差異, 在思想方面也有各自的想法; 男女之間不管在戀愛還是在失戀,都有他們的定律, 看看以下所列出的条定律, 重新認識他或她.

單身定律 - 男人單身, 是因為沒有女人給予愛; 女人單身是因為沒有男人值得愛. 男人堅持單身是因為找不到對象; 女人堅持單身是因為找不到好對象.

糊塗.精明定律 - 男人糊塗一世但在熱戀時絕對精明; 女人精明一生但在熱戀時特別糊塗.

兩難定律 - 男人, 沒有女人心疼, 有了女人頭疼; 女人, 沒有男人心慌, 有了男人心煩.

約會定律 - 男人約會有意先到是為了討好對方; 女人約會故意遲到是為了考驗對方.

戀愛期間定律 - 男人在戀愛時急于生理上的親近, 女人在戀愛期間樂于心理上的親近. 所以, 男人此時渴望對方裸露身體, 女人此時渴望對方裸露心靈. (戀愛的朋友, 此話當真?)

失戀定律 - 男人失戀時, 他會花時間忙事業當作報復; 女人失戀時, 她會把報復當作事業來做. (最毒婦人心)

心願定律 - 男人的心願是自己的腰包豐滿, 所以男人為了炫燿自己的錢財, 衣服就越穿越多; 女人的心願是自己的身材苗條, 所以女人為了炫燿自己的身材, 衣服就越穿越少.

關注定律 - 男人關注大家關注的女人; 女人關注自己心上的男人.

拿手好戲定律 - 男人的拿手好戲是撒謊; 女人的拿手好戲是撒嬌.

接吻定律 - 男人接吻是為了體驗刺激; 女人接吻是為了體驗恩愛.

欣賞.崇拜定律 - 男人對女人欣賞, 使 女人多了妩媚和靈氣; 女人對男人崇拜, 使男人有了力量和勇氣. 男人對女人過分欣賞, 使女人輕浮自欺; 女人對男人盲目崇拜, 使男人自命不凡.

逛商店定律 - 男人逛商店, 越逛越萎靡不振; 女人逛商店, 越逛越興奮. 男人逛商店只买自己急用的東西; 女人逛商店毎樣都想买.

男女有別那是肯定的. 女人戀愛時會撒嬌, 男人戀愛時會遷就, 會當對方是女神. 這幾條定律又給了你甚麼啟示呢?

Lik Chun’s House

How should I define your house? What does it mean to us? (us = those people who purposely have fun until dam late then don’t want to go back home) Hmm..your house used to be my second home when I was studying at PJ SEGi in year 2007, some terrible idiots even defined your house = our house (our = me and lik chun) zzz. I don’t know since when we became gay couple, but I am sure that we are 100% ordinary man like others in the world. Want evidence? That’s easy, watch porn movie with us then u all will know. So, whoever say something bad about us again, I will force u to watch porn with us. BEAR IN MIND!!
(Lik, good enough?)

Next, I think most of us overnight at your place before. Guys are like me, tack seng, kai kiong (although he was not there on 28/2), liew. Gals we have ling ying, chye cheng, kai xin, shyan, quin (who got half leg relationship with lik, finally your dream comes true). Did I miss anyone? OH!! Miss Hong Lili (who currently suffering at Canada)! I know u will definitely join our big family if u r in Msia now, FOR SURE!! No worry la, when u back to Msia in coming April, we go kacau lik chun again la, he is dam free. If you don’t need a big spotlight then I go back home after that, but must yam cha at Williams, the cheese naan (I spell correctly right?) is so so nice! Another person I wan to mention is YLY. Duh, next time if u wanna overnight at lik chun’s house, can you please sleep at living room? Li, we all have nightmare because of her. Sleep until half then suddenly got ppl pull away your blanket, worse than color wolf, liew, m I right? You were also almost raped by her tat night, sorry that I couldn’t do anything to bring you out from hell. Kiong, luckily u were not here, otherwise u must be the 1st victim. Sob sob (LY, don’t angry ya ^^). Lik chun and tack seng, however, should be quite enjoy la. Why? bcoz LY did massage for them, by standing on their back with her legs. Haha, I think someone will leave comment and tell the story in more detailed later on.

I don’t wan to talk about the dinner, so someone who involved in cooking pls post it faster. Anyway, that dinner was so nice, not only the food is tasty (not all), but what is more meaningful is that, so many of us can stick together and have meal on a small-square-plastic-made table =D Pretty nice memory, Shyan, feel touching enough? Actually I miss your spaghetti so much, must cook again when u back to Msia next time. I hereby sincerely express my great thanks to our main chef - lik chun and liew, and other chef assistants – chye cheng, shyan, ling ying and kai xin as well. Eh, don’t forget that I and tack seng also contributed 2 big bottles of 100 Plus, 1.5 liters x 2 = 3 litlers, heavy u know! Also, Leng did also contribute a lot, thank for providing your place for this gathering.

Lastly, u guys must say thank you to me! I scarified myself to skip class (28/2/08) just to post it on blog, high efficiency right! I spent so much of energy and time, so next time u guys remember to fetch me back to ss2 after any event la. U guys know ah, it is so suffer when u got no cloth to change after bathe, sweat zzz. Lik, I got no choice, pinjam ur cloth again, but seriously, it’s not on my will la! Ok, after doing word count, there are 631 words b4 this sentence, should be long enough.
Bring Up My Post !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

情人知己，难分难解？

你相信，世上男女之间真的有纯友谊吗？我觉得这是我们私低下常常讨论的问题，看似普通，却引人深思。直到现在我也不能很肯定的告诉你，有或没有。可能你会说，朋友就朋友，情人就情人，两者有很明显的差异，不可能会分辨不清啊。对，一般的情况来说，普通朋友是不可能被当成情人。如果，对象是个自小相识，一起玩乐一起成长的好朋友，情况是否会有不同的答案？
换个方式来说吧。这个异性朋友与你是青梅竹马，从小到大吃喝玩乐他都会陪在你身边。当你开始懂事时，你发觉自己渐渐的被这位朋友吸引住了。可能，你被他的外表迷住了；可能，你欣赏他待人处世的方法；又可能；他对你无微不至的关怀，让你不自觉的对他产生好感。尤其是当你面临挫折，最无助的时候，他以朋友身份陪在你身旁，呵护你，鼓励你，给你力量走出低潮期。因为这小小的感动，在你心里留下了一波波的涟漪，你对他的感情也起了微妙的变化。内心深处的那股暗涌，使你不期然的喜欢上他了。
我认为，这样的事情确实有机会发生在现实生活中，相信各位也赞同我吧。问题是，谁又有那份勇气去跨越友谊的界限呢？爱，是一种承担。如果选择表白的话，不论结果是好是坏，你都得欣然接受。接下来要面对的，就是你和那位异性朋友之间的友谊，无可避免的受到考验。若有情人终成眷属，当然是最好不过了。如果这表白所带来的是个无言的结局，那再见还是朋友吗？身边有许多例子告诉我，要做到这点真的不容易。所以，各位亲爱的朋友，如有遇到这样的状况，还请三思而后行。毕竟，爱，真的需要勇气。

男人之苦

哎`````男人这辈子挺难的：找个漂亮女人吧，太操心，找个不漂亮的吧，又不甘心；光顾事业了，人家说你没责任感，光顾家了，人家又说你没本事；专一点吧，人家说你不成熟；花心点吧，人家说你是禽兽；有钱，说你是坏人，没有钱，人家骂你窝囊废；自己奋斗吧，等有钱了女友也老了，让女人养吧，不如自宫练葵花宝典算了。不去应酬，怕被老板废了，去应酬吧，怕被老婆废了。长帅点吧，太抢手，不帅吧，拿不出手； 活泼点吧，说你太油， 不出声吧，说你太闷； 穿西装吧，说你太严肃， 穿随便一点吧，说你乡吧佬； 会挣钱吧，怕你包二奶； 不挣钱吧，又怕孩子断奶，结婚吧，怕自己后悔；不结婚吧，怕她后悔， 要个孩子吧，怕出来没钱养， 不要孩子吧，怕老了没人养。女人可以等嫁，俺们等啥呀？女人还有个三八节，俺们有啥呀？这年头做女人难，做男人更难，男人，就要对自己好点。祝天下所有的爷们自安天命！

（本文章纯属copy & paste,如有不是之处，还请多多包涵）

无聊的早晨

12/03/2007 11.43am

好久没写日记的习惯了，今天突然有这样的心情，所以就动起手来秀一秀文笔了，哈哈。
常听人说，会让男人烦恼的只有两样事情，一是金钱二是女人。不过现在我又发现了另一个可以让我烦恼的事情，就是健康。或许你会觉得很奇怪，一个二十几岁的年轻人身体怎会有什么大问题呢？我想是上天跟我开的玩笑吧，就在去年的时候我发现自己健康亮起红灯了。
前天我去医院做身体检查，报告说我的情况恶化了。唉，我整个人当场呆在那，不过很快的我的心情平伏了下来。如果我说自己真的没事，那是骗人的。当某些事情发生在你身上后，你会不期然的回想起很多事情，好的不好的，开心的不开心的，总之你会想起好多好多自己平时不在意的琐事。或许是我想太多了，当我做了最坏的打算后，我仿佛觉得自己对这世界看开了许多，这应该是件好事吧。昨天我把这问题告诉了一位朋友，她真的好担心，给了我很多意见，要我好好照顾身体。可能是我平时忽略了身边许多的人和事，我发觉原来朋友一句简单的关心和问候，可以是那么让人觉得温暖的。朋友，或许你觉得这并不是什么大不了的事，不过对我而言已经很足够了，你的好意我心领了，谢谢你。
我哦，是个很沉闷的人，日常生活也很平淡，所以就没有写日记的习惯，因为没发生什么新鲜事嘛。我都已经忘了最后一次写日记是几时了，我想应该是小学吧。因为当时学校老师吩咐我们一定要写，是功课的一部分，所以当时没得选择。
好了，今天就写那么多（其实是不懂要写什么了，感觉上自己像个笨蛋，对着电脑发牢骚）
等哪天我心情好再继续写吧。

彩色的钢琴

久违了的字眼
这是我第一次
为一位我喜欢的女生
所起的名字

曾几何时
我是真的对她动了心
那种感觉很其妙
虽说我与她是互不相识的
可是就好像在命运的安排下
我们在同一所学校
在同一间校室
邂逅了

从第一眼正视她后
我脑海里反复浮现着
她可爱的脸蛋
她甜美的笑容
尤其她那双会放电似的眼瞳
她
真的把我吸引住了

中学时
我是巡察员
我每天都期待着上学
因为能见到她
每当我负责掌管学校大门时
我会特别早去执勤
为的是在第一时间
对刚上学的她
送上一句
早安

在她面前
我觉得自己是那么的懦弱
面对她时
我是多么的不自然
与她眼神接触时
心跳会加速
没见到她时
心里莫名其妙牵挂着她
我情不自禁地
喜欢了她

有一天
我鼓起了勇气
我问她愿不愿意
不只做朋友
我没得到答案
但我们之间出现了
尴尬和沉默
或许
是我太快了她接受不到

我为此沮丧了蛮久
没精打采了一段时间
最后我还是放下了
因为一个朋友告诉我
有时候 放弃也是一种快乐

现在的我
一切回归平静
但愿她能比我幸福
开开心心
无忧无虑
过着自己向往的生活