Wednesday, January 26, 2005

彩色的钢琴

久违了的字眼
这是我第一次
为一位我喜欢的女生
所起的名字

曾几何时
我是真的对她动了心
那种感觉很其妙
虽说我与她是互不相识的
可是就好像在命运的安排下
我们在同一所学校
在同一间校室
邂逅了

从第一眼正视她后
我脑海里反复浮现着
她可爱的脸蛋
她甜美的笑容
尤其她那双会放电似的眼瞳
她
真的把我吸引住了

中学时
我是巡察员
我每天都期待着上学
因为能见到她
每当我负责掌管学校大门时
我会特别早去执勤
为的是在第一时间
对刚上学的她
送上一句
早安

在她面前
我觉得自己是那么的懦弱
面对她时
我是多么的不自然
与她眼神接触时
心跳会加速
没见到她时
心里莫名其妙牵挂着她
我情不自禁地
喜欢了她

有一天
我鼓起了勇气
我问她愿不愿意
不只做朋友
我没得到答案
但我们之间出现了
尴尬和沉默
或许
是我太快了她接受不到

我为此沮丧了蛮久
没精打采了一段时间
最后我还是放下了
因为一个朋友告诉我
有时候 放弃也是一种快乐

现在的我
一切回归平静
但愿她能比我幸福
开开心心
无忧无虑
过着自己向往的生活


19 comments:

Alferd said...

woo, it has been quite long sinc the last time i read my own blog.. li, finally i found it la, i dun feel like wanna create a new blog..i like this very much..my 1st blog my 1st post, quite meaningful for me, at least, at the moment i wrote it =D

li said...

hahahaa, shien, who is the one who told u '放弃也是一种快乐'

Alferd said...

'放弃也是一种快乐'
sounds familiar..someone very important to me told me that b4..but i forget who's that person ready ^^ anyway i appreciate it..bcoz it made me focus out instead of thinking on sth with no ending. thanks

Likchun said...

mind i add tis link? she is reading our blogs o :D

Kristen said...

wei shien!! why not you tell me this blog exist? anyway, i've made the biggest discovery over here. hahaha

Alferd said...

haha, thanks for ur support guys..anyway i just started to write this blog..BRING IT UP ! ! !

kent said...

hey.. i'm so familar with this title... not bad.. now u also join the blog family... but i'm the only one who din write blog since last sept... cuz i really lazy to write and i hv no topic to talk about.... by the way, i will update my blog if i got any interesting topic....

Alferd said...

kent: of course it is familiar to you, u're the 1st one who read my 1st post last time, following by lili..i tot u r dam free in manchester? how come got nothing to post?eh, i like ur 'building theory' very much..nice comment LOL

ling ying said...

shien...u hide a lot of things la...lol....nvm...it passed, the most important is to look at the future, tomorrow is better than today~~ anyway it is ur 少男情怀, ur 1st time~~ plz aware of the girls around u la...lol

li said...

ly, who do u mean? urself? hahaa

Anonymous said...

by the title i already know is who u refering =..=

welcome my life said...

haha..erm...although u had written this so long ago,but still feel 'interesting' when read it.it had passed,rite???or still??she is available wat.

Kristen said...

leng, u r available too!! haha..

welcome my life said...

shyan,li,ly,cheng,ah mong,leng r all available.so,shien,who do u want?

jack said...

she is promoting herself d, so beter choose her and create ur mong mong

Alferd said...

huh? i really never expect this post can get a gerat response o, interesting right? haha, that's y i like this article so well la, no matter how long i lost it, i still wan to find it back ^^v
anyway, as wad u all said, it is a PAST for me. cheng, always be happy ya : )

wei, gals, must 矜持 a bit la, i know all of you are pretty nice and sweet, suddenly got so many options available, i really dunno how to choose la. LOL, just kidding..dun bully leng ready la, later she really wait for me then cham lo xD

liew, since leng is so good, u should treat her better la, consider about him when u graduate later o. doctor + dental = perfect match

ling ying said...

weiwei...is her not him k? leng is girl meh...

shien, leng alr showed her interest on u alr, u stil wanna push her to others arm, how come u so cruel?

leng, i ll always stand by ur side...
cz i really think tat mong + mong is the perfect match la, tats the point y i agreed with u...hehehehe

...cheng... said...

hey.. thx shien...
aslong as i have u guys as my frens , i sure will be happy all the times...dun worry ya:-P

Connie Lam said...

it's nt too late yet...
im juz found out tis blog....
reli the most INTERESTING blog...
by the title...haha..i alr can get to knw who's the gal dy...
lolx.. a big reveal here....