回家,文德甲

这星期回家有点特别，本来是搭巴士的，结果把票卖了，坐VVIP私家车，享受first class service，有东西吃，可以anytime上厕所，还有人聊天，朋友辛苦你了, 谢谢！哈哈，关灯驾驶这种事情虽然刺激，不过下次不好这样咯，其实还蛮危险的，不懂为何我回叫你这种危险动作 ^^

回来拜我爸的三七，二十一天了，好快哦。你在那过得还好吧？在新家坡工作的时候，两个多月才回来两次，回到来大部分时间没留在家，和朋友出去，打球啦，喝茶啦，就是没和你多聊几句。第三次回来，你已经躺在医院昏迷不醒，然后就这样离开了。那段时间里，我每次从新家坡赶回来都抱着你会醒过来的希望，进ICU看你，你也仅仅醒过来看我一次，唯一一次你认得我会叫我，没想到也是最后一次了。妈告诉我你在世常时问，我几时会回家，干嘛要去到那么远工作。当初答应自己一个月至少要回家两次，我有回Malaysia可是偏偏没回家。现在回想起来还真讽刺，应该做的都没做到。今天回到来，家还是原来的家，可是你已经不在了。真是年年岁岁花相似，岁岁年年人不同。说真的，这会是我一生最大的遗憾，虽然妈没说什么，我是很自责很内疚。在病房时我说不出口，我怕我会控制不了自己的情绪，现在心情平伏了点，是迟了些。爸，在你离开的前两个月，我没有陪在你身边，对不起。

这段日子过得不容易，还好亲戚都给与精神上的支持，没有你们我真的不敢想象，我们要怎么挨过去，尤其是我妈，谢谢你们。还有谢谢朋友的关心，虽然只是一句简单的问候，但在最难熬的时候，原来这可以是那么温暖的。谢谢远在国外的朋友，谢谢你们的来电，谢谢第一个打给我的朋友，你让我觉得很窝心，谢谢那些在我家办丧礼时打给我的朋友，谢谢在我爸丧礼出现的朋友。你们让我感觉到什么叫友情，谢谢你们的心意。

经过这次的事情，让我看清楚让我想通了很多其实我一早就应该发现的事情。亲情，友情，爱情。我想我是真的看透了吧，我发现亲情的可贵，友情的真挚。曾几何时，我很渴望，很想尝试认真发展一段感情，但原来我清楚知道自己还没准备好，尤其是在这事情过后。哈哈，事实是，我并没有女朋友，女性朋友倒是很多。或许是因为我想太多了吧。不过说来奇怪，我身边的女性朋友条件都不差，怎么都还是单身贵族呢？难道是男士们都瞎了眼？

我现在只希望我家人能平平安安，健健康康，爸，你要保佑我们哦。希望妈可以过得好好的。

02/11/2008 6.28pm

爸，这些日子以来辛苦你了。到了那里就无病无痛，你要开开心心的。不必担心我们，我们会好好照顾自己，安息吧。

Intensive Care Unit (ICU)

ICU..i have been walking in and out for quite frequent recently, i hate it. The feeling is very unpleasant and uncomfortable, it means that the person inside has not pass dangerous period yet. People come out with crying face, just can't do anything to help their beloved. Reality is always cruel, the more you hope the deeper you will get hurt. It is so helpless n depress..

Life can be bought with money, but health cannot.. Young guys, pls spend more times with family, don't get regret when sth/sb has gone.

Monthly Budget

Cash available: 1650

Expenses:
Rental 460
Food 300
Transportation 45
Family 200
Extra expenses 95
J.D.I 100

Total expenses 1200

Estimated net savings 450



Life is so tough...

周杰伦＜魔杰座＞

推荐：稻香 说好的幸福呢 流浪诗人 乔克叔叔

伟旋最爱：
1.首播主打嘻哈民谣的＜稻香＞
2.抒情有够力的＜说好的幸福呢＞
3.以爵士乐团方式呈现的＜魔术先生＞
4.有电子摇滚风的＜龙战骑士＞
5.嘻哈混埃及中东曲风的＜蛇舞＞
6.带点蓝调的＜流浪诗人＞
7.编曲精彩，穿插了小丑的笑声的＜乔克叔叔＞
8.周式R&B的＜给我一首歌的时间＞

我觉得＜魔杰座＞里能够一听既爱的歌有限，共鸣度不如前。多听几遍吧，满满就可以领略＜魔杰座＞的美。

女人需要的，只是一句赞美

赞美不需要辞藻，只要一份诚意和一颗体贴的心，就能感动对方

最近有点累

must be playing too much recently, always get tired easily. stay at home for the whole sunday last week, sleep and sleep again, 看似无聊，不过很写意, i like the feeling of being lazy, haa. lying on bed, close my eyes, dun care about everything, just sleep tightly, wonderful life!

realise tat sleeping is actually a good way to spend ur time wisely..see, u got no extra time to simply think, prevent urself from spending unnecessary money, and more importantly, take a good rest, build up a healthy body..

my new mission now is to learn how to sleep until as late as possible during weekends, dun wan to wake up automatically in the early morning everyday ToT

激情过后的平静

４８小时，可以发生好多事情。虽然短暂，但很精彩。周游两国的感觉真的很棒，尤其是有你们的陪伴，找回了些真挚的回忆。今天上班，一大早就开始打磕睡流眼泪，真的好累好睏，不过累得有价值。不会常有这样的机会让大伙儿聚在一起。我很珍惜也蛮感触，拍了很多照片，如果画面里的人更齐全的话，这次的trip肯定更完美。

当友情＂网络化＂

我不会忘记那个雨天。我本来应该和四个朋友到KTV狂欢。这群人是我中学时期的密友，由于现在工作忙碌，我们的聚会一再延后，因此我对这个迟来的约会感到特别兴奋。当天早上，这次聚会的举办人A，透过MSN告诉我B生病了不能赴约。一小时后又MSN我说C临时有工作不能出席。怎知，下午时分，A传来一则简讯说D嫌太多人缺席，要求约会改期。A说可以陪我，不过会迟到。结果我苦等了一小时。当我以为所有人都爽约时，A出现了，但一句抱歉也没有。我压下心中不满和她共进下午茶。回家的路上，顿时感到很惆怅。好不容易等到的周末，就在朋友集体爽约和莫名其妙的等候中耗掉了。其实，我必须承认，友谊早已随时间而变质了。我们的情况并不特殊。

当我们离开校园，成为上班一族，陷入追赶跑的生活步伐中，友情像滑落排行榜外的歌曲，不再熟悉。此外，科技也改变了友情的面貌。常看到有人在FACEBOOK上有几百个朋友，可是当中究竟有几个是经常和他有互动，答案是：不超过10%.

没错，科技使人更容易保持联系，不过我想也就是因为社交网站让人产生错觉，以为朋友永远都在弹指之间，所以反而使人不会付出更多努力去维系感情。

Well, this is not my true story, just simply abstract it from an article..To certain extent, what did the author mention is correct. I believe that some of you would agree with him, and so do i. Hmm..do not mean to create any issue here, just want to share it with everyone of you, my friends..

10th-Sept-08

This is actually abstracted from my diary, simply wanna update my blog, nothing special actually. Well, got my 1st pay slip today, when i took it from my colleague, i smiled. Dunno how to describe my feeling, but it is different from tat day when i received cheque for salary from my financial controller. Mayb this time i got a document to show to my mum, my 1st achievement in my life, haha.. going back to home tis week, wanna pass mid autumn festival wit my family, has been working in s'pore for almost 1 month lo, it is time to go back to see them..of coz i need to bring my 'things' back to home as well la, no space to keep those items in s'pore place. Found a few awarded blogs in newspaper, would like to share with u guys. opps, i left the newspaper in office, din bring back to home. Update it on next morning in office =D

The following awarded blogs are what i found in newspaper:

hiroyuki-world.blogspot.com - best green apple
ahshuiworld.blogspot.com - most entertaining
travelerfolio.com - best photoshot
janechin.blogspot.com - best personal characteristic
shaunchng.com - best design
exampaper.com.sg - best e-shop
blog.omy.sg/mobeizao - most meaningful

2nd week in S'pore

time's passing so fast, i have been working in sg for 2 weeks, half of a month o! sounds long =D promised a fren to update my blog more often, but seriously, i dont know what should i tell u la. wad i can tell u is that i m doing well here, start to get myself adapted with the working environment and able to mix around with my colleague, so far so good la. More importantly, i had fun wit old old frens from my hometown here! Long time didnt meet them lo, but once i reached S'pore, all suddenly come out so often, never expect that actually we could get so close with each other.

Went to quite many places where are so called 'trademark' here- Merlion, Explanade, Orchard road and what else? forget le. Our last date was yesterday(23/08/08). Went to Orchard in the morning to open saving aaccount - get my 1st salary soon! Had my 1st date wit my 'old fren' at McCafe in Lucky Plaza while waiting for the other two to be here, then went to watch movie - Meet Dave, it was extremely funny, at least for me, dun have to think much, look at Eddie Murphy face expression u will laugh like crazy, highly recommended to have a watch! After that, had dinner + chat at Sakae Sushi, but the food n environment is not as good as what i expected, M'sia Sakae is still the best ^^ Activity at night is the most wonderful one, we went to see fireworks at Merlion in the rain, S'pore is having celebration for National Day. Enjoyed ourselves in the crowd. Oh one more thing, on the way to Merlion, we took a short while to visit to Fullerton Hotel - a five star boutique hotel located near the mouth of the S'pore River, in the Downtown Core of Central Area. It is so impressive. The structure is so grand, with simple but preety nice design. Actually, we were looking for restroom there, haha >.<

We actually took many pics, but all are not wit me. Basically, these are the things i want to share with you, my frens.

19个接吻有趣事实

每个人可能都知道怎样接吻，问题是你知道接吻有很多有趣的方面吗？接吻有好处还是坏处？日本和法国或其他国家的人如何接吻？多接吻能减肥吗？让我们来盘点接吻的19个有趣事实。

事实一：一个热情的吻会使面部29块肌肉处于紧张状态，这29块肌肉包括12种唇部及17种舌头部位的肌肉。换句话说，接吻可以被看作是一种有效的锻炼方式，它能够使皮肤更加光滑，预防皱纹，也能够加速血液循环。
事实二：接吻可以预防牙斑和蛀牙，和牙膏作用相似。接吻可以刺激分泌大量唾液，唾液中含有钙和磷，有效预防蛀牙。
事实三：接吻可以让双方交换唾液，其中包括很多不同的物质，水分，酶，细菌，脂肪，天然盐以及蛋白质等。根据最新一项的研究显示，以上各种物质交换可以刺激一个人的免疫系统产生抗体。
事实四：通常66%的人在接吻时闭眼，而其余的人则高兴看着他们同伴的面部表情发生变化。
事实五：根据美国统计显示，美国女性在结婚之前，平均要与80个男人接吻。
事实六：一个快速浪漫的接吻可能要燃烧2到3卡路里的热量，而法国式接吻却至少要燃烧5卡路里。科学家宣布，要想达到减肥的效果，每天只需三个持续20秒的吻，就能让你达到减轻体重的目的。
事实七：嘴唇的敏感度要比手指的敏感性高200倍。
事实八：据说，经常接吻的人，其寿命比接吻频率一般的人长5年，而后者更容易遭遇交通意外。
事实九：充满激情的接吻持续90秒钟，可能致使血压升高，引起脉搏跳动速度加快。此外，接吻还会增加血液荷尔蒙的水平，减少一分钟寿命。
事实十：法国式的接吻被称为“灵魂的结合”。法国人接吻时，不仅嘴唇互相碰触，舌头也必须互相接触。
事实十一：爱斯基摩人的接吻方式与众不同，他们仅仅彼此揉揉鼻子而已。只有当接吻对象的嗅觉器官相碰触后，他们的嘴唇才稍微张开一点。然后，爱斯基摩人深吸一口气，当嘴唇互相结合的时候再释放出的空气。在尽情享受对方的气味后，互相用脸颊挤压对方的鼻子。
事实十二：在日本，台湾，中国内地以及韩国，在公共场合接吻通常被认为不合礼数。两名日本人在互相亲吻前，应该维持一定的距离，弯腰鞠躬头相碰后亲吻对方一秒钟。
事实十三：内啡肽荷尔蒙是一种很好的麻醉剂。一次激吻所产生的荷尔蒙达到的止痛效果比吗啡的效力高200倍。
事实十四：接吻可以帮助女性放松，缓解压力。
事实十五：每个人的一生中平均要花费20160分钟（大约两个星期）用来接吻。
事实十六：接吻每持续一分钟，就能消耗身体中26卡路里的能量。
事实十七：地球上，每两个人中的一人，在14岁之前就已经丢掉了自己的初吻。
事实十八：无论你是不是左撇子，接吻时你通常把头偏向右边，如果不是，说明你和接吻对象的感情不怎么样。
事实十九：飞吻手势其实是一种缺乏感情的问候方式。

Sorry, my friend

I understand my mistake very well, i know what's my characteristics, but i didn't mean to create trouble for you, never, but somehow i did it again. Sorry my friend, i know that i get you into trouble quite often, and i know sometimes the mistake is actually annoying and can be avoided. Although u didn't show that you are angry with me, but the fact is that i am angry with myself. I always remind myself that i must do my thing nicely, don't have to seek for help if i can settle it. However, what i have done? i admit that i didn't do my best sometimes, this is my own problem, careless, not caring, what else? This is me, i am who i am supposed to be. Seriously, this kind of thing never happened on me when i hang out with my SEGi mates, don't understand how could it happen on me when i hang out with u guys. U know what, i really feel like not joining u guys b4, why? That's the reason. Enough, this kind of feeling is not pleasant, especially for me.
Lastly, sorry again my friend, never meant to create trouble for you, honestly. But of course, you are pleased to call me if there is anything i can help. A big thank to you for your help all the time.

Don't ask, don't argue, don't leave comment, i will not reply, or i will just delete it. hopefully u guys can understand how i feel at the moment. That's not comfortable at all. Thanks =D

Pulau Langkawi

Wow, finally I back from Langkawi, I wanted to visit there since long time ago, but just don’t have chance to do so : ) This Langkawi trip is the 1st time for me to go island with my college mates, probably this would be the last trip for us. There will be less chance for us to hang out together when we start working later on. Although only 7 people went for the trip, all of us enjoyed ourselves so much, we really had fun there, I guess so. Actually this is a new experience and it is special for me because I am like a light bulb all the time during the trip (except the time when all are sleeping), always ‘POP’ wherever I go with my mates, so bright! Haha, I’m just kidding, I don’t really mind about that anyway. Probably this post is for my SEGi mates, last memory before we graduate =D

12th of June, we finish our last paper for degree course and our student life is over. We spent only two week times to get information, book hotel, buy bus ticket and get confirmation from all members, seriously it was too rush man, and we have to settle everything while preparing for the final exam. No matter how tough it is, we went for trip at 15th of June as what we have planned! Our journey started when we took bus from KL Pudu bus station at 10.30pm. On the way to Kuala Perlis, honestly I got nothing better to do other than listening to MP3. I was sitting alone, the bus was quite full so I didn’t really want to make noise so I just remain silent. Then, guess what I’ve done? Sms for a while, and start falling asleep after a moment (I think one or two of my mates also the same). Of course my other mates were chatting non-stop, few of them didn’t even sleep for the whole night. Actually they did try to sleep, but when they started to close their eyes, the bus stop. We reached Kuala Perlis! LOL! But the driver was so cheap, he just dropped us at the roadside and we need to walk to the port ourselves. The time was around 6.15am and it was raining some more! But luckily the port is not too far away, otherwise we will curse the driver badly. After that, we immediately bought ticket for ferry heading to Langkawi, it will depart at 7am. We got 45 minutes free time here, and I did something that I never do before and I will never do it again in my life time. I brushed my teeth together with my other two mates in public toilet! Oh man, the feeling was pretty weird and the toilet was so smelly. Kanasai! Nobody forces me to do that, do not understand how come I can make it. Clean or not also do not know.

7am, the ferry is ready, all of us was so sleepy and quickly ran into the ferry and got my ‘VIP’ seat. I took whole row, 1 seat is for my bag, and the rest is my ‘dragon bed’. Oh, I sleep again, haha. This time I opened my eyes very fast, I woke up after 20 mins. I looked around, the ferry was surrounded by seawater, we were still on the way. The ancient ferry was just too slow, sigh. 8.40am, finally I saw Langkawi port, but I think the captain got no license, he spent super long to park the ferry. Got no skill but still want to do ‘side parking’ (actually I don’t know, but my friend said like that). He was waiting for the other ferry to leave the port perhaps. Once we landed on Langkawi, one gang of uncles faster walked to us, asked whether we want to rent a car or not. We cincai follow one and got our van. Again, the businessman here also very cheap, the car fuel meter pointed to ‘Empty’, so we need to find petrol station. None of us has been here before, we do not know the place, do not know the location of our hotel. We just look at map but also do not know what is shown on the paper, Hotel Langkasuka does not exist in the map, OMG!! Really regret that we did not accept that uncle’s suggestion to change to Langkasuka Resort with same price. We asked for help from local police and got to our hotel. When we reached there, the hotel looks totally different from what we have seen in the website. 'Are you sure this is the hotel that we made reservation?', my friend asked. We are cheated by the picture zzz.

After checked in, we take a short break. All of us are so tired, we lying on the bed then take turn to bath. Then we request to change our van to Innova, because the van got no air cond, those who sitting behind just sweat all the time, beh tahan la. While waitng for the person to drive Innova to our hotel, we walked around the shopping complex next to the hotel. I found that residents here are so relax, 10,30am but most of the shops are not open yet, no need to do business? Or no business to do in the morning then they open later to save cost? No idea, but i know this wont happen in Kl, unless that person is a rich guy. We start to have fun after having lunch!

On the 1st day, we went for cable car ride 1st, my friends want to take pictures there. However, when we reach there, oh no! bad news! We can't buy ticket, the cable car is under maintenence. My friend keep on complaining that la this la, why the cable car is moving but we are not allowed to take a ride? The notice written that maintenence will be undertaken on the next day, but they start doing it today. Luckily it is getting more crowded, many foriegn tourists are there and i think this is the reason why they re-open the cable car service and we are going up to the top of the hill! Seriously, the view is so beautiful when i look from top. Especially the crystal blue ocean and the nature forest, wow fantastic! The air is so fresh and the environment is a bit cold, so comfortable, i like it. We need to walk and climb on foot when we reach the top, this is the challenge part. It looks easy but actually it spends much of stamina to do so, of course this is not a problem for me la, haha. What is special for me up there is, the hanging bridge. This is the most crowded place and you will see many tourists are taking pictures there, including us. This structure is so amazing, how do they carry such a big item up to the hill? And how do they set up a bridge on the hill as there is nothing up there? haha, it is tiring but it is worthwhile to spend so much of energy to reach here.

After that, we went to Telaga Tujuh Waterfalls (i think we only passed by) and Air Terjun Temurun. This spot is quite tiring also because we need to walk and climb up to reach the waterfalls again. I was thinking, how come all the famous places here are so 'san ka la', no transport can reach there, must walk so far, old people sure not able to make it la. How should i bring my parent, father & mother in law here next time, headache.. We did not bring along our towel and extra cloth, so we can only look at others having fun in the water while taking nice picture here. I saw a young boy sitting under the waterfalls, he was so enjoy when the water falls on its body, it is such a waste for me, cant join him, too bad. The most we can do is to put our legs in the water, feel its movement, at least cool down our body. It was evening time then we go back to hotel and ready for dinner. Although we only visit to few places, but it spent us the whole afternoon time. At night, we have dinner at Kuah town, nothing special with the food here, but the price is quite expensive. We went to shop after that, there are few supermarkets located at the same area, we compared the price of items in each supermarket before we buy. But actually all the supermarkets are selling the same things such as chocolate, beer, liquor, cigarrate, and the prices do not differ too much also. Unless you buy a lot, otherwise i think it should be ok for you to shop in any supermarket there.


To be continue..

True Fitness. True Exhaustement

haha..i'm back

Free trial for 1 week at True Fitness is finally over, it is my 1st time to do gym at fitness centre, not bad, so far so good. The environment is excellent, got air-cond and nice music, various type of exercise machines, studio for dancing (this is the part that i'm interested with, many different dancing lessons r provided, can join for FREE). Last but not least, the stim room and sauna room.. the high temperature make u sweat again after doing exercise, wow, i like tat kind of feeling, tiring but it's so enjoy man ^^

Seriously, i was suffering from muscle pain after training with the personal trainer on 1st day. It is so painful, my whole body pain until i lazy to walk. I wanna lose weight but dunno y the trainer keep asking me to do exercises tat can build muscle : / Should i get rid of my fat b4 that? haha, i set my goal to lose 10kg weight, the trainer said that i can make it within 3-4 months if i follow his instructions to do exercise and change my habit of having meal. Is it possible? so far i just measure my weight today, my weight remains the same, reduce 0kg, i m wondering, how tough is it to lose 10kg fat like tat =_=" I miss the time when i was in secondary school, when i was still 60+kg..now? haiz..nothing to say when i look at my spare tyre now.

I will continuously do exercise anyway, n i will join member at any fitness centre when i start working later (try my best =D). AKYBF!

A - Always
K - Keep
Y - Your
B - Body
F - Fit

O.N.I.O.N

剛幫我媽切完洋蔥, 第一次在家幫忙下廚, 才發現原來烹飪真的不簡單哦, 還蠻累的. 常聽人說, 切洋蔥很講技巧, 一不留神被溢到眼睛, 眼淚就流個不停. 但是這并難不倒我, 我可沒掉過半滴眼淚, 看來我在這方面還真有天分的, 哈哈. 不過, 我想認真的說一句, 我家的蚊子真的不是蓋的, 我走到哪就被叮到哪, 鍛鍊有素!

其實這幾天待在家裡真的很悠閒, 甚至有點無聊, 人考試我考試, 照理說我因該忙於溫習功課, 怎麼我卻剛剛相反, 救命啊! 一定要鞭策自己努力過得充充實實, 不要讓自己有太多空閒時間去胡思亂想; 反而因該認真計畫畢業後要做些甚麼. 以下是我暫時想到我因該也可以做的一些事情:

1. 積極找工作
2. 學駕駛
3. 學下廚
4. Keep Fit

(次序不分先後 ^^)

有事業了就可以開始尋找我的'終身幸福'. 不過這可能要等几年後才會實現了.

Girls' Talk..

Today is the 1st time i have ever experienced wad is so called 'Gals Talk'..really lose to 'them', i was just nobody at the moment..sweat. 6 gals sticked together and chatting non stop, no politics no games no sports, but when u listen carefully to them, u would find sth funny when they talk until so exciting about 芝麻綠豆 stuff. So, i did actually enjoy myself so much although i was just looking at their facial expression, but 2 bad i dunno how to act like 'them', wasted : / And i dun really remember how they laugh how they shout, wad i can conclude is that these gals r so 'geng'. I can listen their voice though i was at 1st floor n they at ground floor, amazing right? Imagine how noisy when there r 3 women chit-chatting in ur class..n there were 6 women at my place tat time, WOW!! Pasar Malam!! but i think my mum does not mind since they made my house 又熱鬧又女色無邊, thanks god that police din come to my place la =D

How do i feel after that? hmm.. so far so good la, used to it since the day i mixed around with them, but today i m the onli GUY, feel like 孤掌難鳴, the other two guys put aeroplane, 'THEY' left me alone. Anyway, everything must have the '1st time', i dun mind to get myself into this kind of situation again, aiya all gals, i will never 'rugi'. As long as they happy, i happy. Why? Understood la.. ngek ngek.. Friends ma!!

Sorry that my place got quite many of mosquitoes, i hereby apologise to those who were bitten. Nothing much i can do, but i think i can provide 'MOPIKO' if there is a need. Well..it is time to sleep..zzz

給想嫁的妳

現代人通常都提倡遲婚, 因為大家都想做事業心重的男女強人. 我身邊就有個女人是例外的, 她還沒畢業就已經計畫想嫁人了. 唉, 沒辦法啦, 人各有志. 今天無聊看八卦雜誌時看到一篇文章, 希望可以給各位一些寶貴意見.

讓一個男人愛上一個女人是件容易的事, 但要如何讓男人對你死心塌地? 做個個性的女人吧, 讓男人慢性中毒, 當男人的毒癮被挑起來的時候, 你會不會為自己的高明與個性而自豪呢, 抓住男人靠的不只是知情達里, 還要有自己的個性, 這樣的女人, 才是最有魅力的.

To be continue...

Bad Day

Today is such a 'black' monday for me la..Not feeling well start from last night, then slept dam late in the morning..Woke up this morning, oh bloody hell..feel like so pening + sore throats, the worst thing happened when i found that i lost my senior's assignment, suddenly became so moody so down...really piss off..

Then now, just finish class in the afternoon, wanna take bus back to ss2, it suddenly start raining unexpectedly, it is dam heavy man..definitely cant go back like this..ARG!! why everything goes out of my expectation!! wanna go back home to take a rest also cannot, really wat the.. then my friends some more play a fool with me, hello.. how dare they did it on me, i got no mood to entertain them but they continuously teasing me..i know they r just kidding, but at the moment, i feel like scolding them gao gao, but of course, i did control myself la..aiks

Seldom have this kind of bad mood, seriously, i will explore if someone else dare to make me angry again...just realise that ppl will get piss with anything happens around him when he is not feeling well, suddenly wanna stay alone so much..dun wanna talk with anyone, just wan to take a good rest... Well, it is still raining outside, cant go back home anyway. Later need to attend for birthday party of my two frens, obviously i dun have to rest until tonight la..not again, let me take a nap pls!! i hate to get sick! got no mood to do anything man..Got to stop here..

Nothing Special..

Another day just gone like that..did nothing again today..the worst thing is..i din step into my room for more than 24 hours ready, sigh.. who should i blame? nobody except myself la =D suddenly miss my home so much, especially my bed!! Never have this kind of feeling before, although the current place i at now is much more comfortable than my tiny room.. know why? coz i'm really so so tired after working under the sun for 1 whole day yesterday, then din sleep well last night, so feel sleepy now (6.50pm-Malaysia Time)..

sitting on the chair, facing to pc, touching on keyboard and my brain start thinking about my future..going to graduate soon lo, wad should i do? should i cont to study? or start working to gain experience? seriously, i m a bit bored with my study? is it normal if i have this kind of thinking? .. Some of my frens said, "the moment u graduate = the moment u are unemployed = jobless". i m no longer a student after june, need to step into society to work, this means that my student life has come to the end and new life begins..wow, loads of uncertainties in future man..must learn to know and understand about the word 'reality' lu~~

There r so many things need to be considered la..headache.. wad i can do at this moment is.. fully enjoy my remaining student life, have fun with my frens, and if possible, create more unforgettable memories b4 i totally change become a dull + no life + busy white colar..

Looking outside..see nothing except buildings..no star no moon, aiks, lousy view..haha

-End of the story-

又是一天

今天刚看完《最美丽的第七天》，忽然间很有feel，有点被感动了，尤其是故事的尾声，很凄美。平时不怎么喜欢看爱情长剧的我，竟然只用了一天的时间就把整套二十集给看完了。没有fast forward，是一集一集看的，我好厉害哦，哈哈。老实说，剧里确实有几幕很感人，至少我看了后，眼泪真的不自觉的掉了下来。接着是听到自己的傻笑声，发觉自己何时变得那么感性了？还是说这套爱情剧的编辑太了解观众的心态，抓住人性的弱点，一点即中。剧里有许多对白很有意思的，但我一时间找不回是出现在哪一幕。有一句好像是这样的，“短暂的分开，是为了下一次的重逢”。这不失为一个很好的理由来安慰面对分离的朋友或亲人。其实也对啦，没有离别，哪来那么多珍贵的重逢呢？在国外求学的朋友，期待着我们下一次的重逢哦。

词穷没什么好写了，冲个凉，睡个觉，又是新的一天。没的逃避，只好继续向前走。You can do it! 加油。

男女的有趣定律

男人與女人除了在性別上有差異, 在思想方面也有各自的想法; 男女之間不管在戀愛還是在失戀,都有他們的定律, 看看以下所列出的条定律, 重新認識他或她.

單身定律 - 男人單身, 是因為沒有女人給予愛; 女人單身是因為沒有男人值得愛. 男人堅持單身是因為找不到對象; 女人堅持單身是因為找不到好對象.

糊塗.精明定律 - 男人糊塗一世但在熱戀時絕對精明; 女人精明一生但在熱戀時特別糊塗.

兩難定律 - 男人, 沒有女人心疼, 有了女人頭疼; 女人, 沒有男人心慌, 有了男人心煩.

約會定律 - 男人約會有意先到是為了討好對方; 女人約會故意遲到是為了考驗對方.

戀愛期間定律 - 男人在戀愛時急于生理上的親近, 女人在戀愛期間樂于心理上的親近. 所以, 男人此時渴望對方裸露身體, 女人此時渴望對方裸露心靈. (戀愛的朋友, 此話當真?)

失戀定律 - 男人失戀時, 他會花時間忙事業當作報復; 女人失戀時, 她會把報復當作事業來做. (最毒婦人心)

心願定律 - 男人的心願是自己的腰包豐滿, 所以男人為了炫燿自己的錢財, 衣服就越穿越多; 女人的心願是自己的身材苗條, 所以女人為了炫燿自己的身材, 衣服就越穿越少.

關注定律 - 男人關注大家關注的女人; 女人關注自己心上的男人.

拿手好戲定律 - 男人的拿手好戲是撒謊; 女人的拿手好戲是撒嬌.

接吻定律 - 男人接吻是為了體驗刺激; 女人接吻是為了體驗恩愛.

欣賞.崇拜定律 - 男人對女人欣賞, 使 女人多了妩媚和靈氣; 女人對男人崇拜, 使男人有了力量和勇氣. 男人對女人過分欣賞, 使女人輕浮自欺; 女人對男人盲目崇拜, 使男人自命不凡.

逛商店定律 - 男人逛商店, 越逛越萎靡不振; 女人逛商店, 越逛越興奮. 男人逛商店只买自己急用的東西; 女人逛商店毎樣都想买.

男女有別那是肯定的. 女人戀愛時會撒嬌, 男人戀愛時會遷就, 會當對方是女神. 這幾條定律又給了你甚麼啟示呢?

Lik Chun’s House

How should I define your house? What does it mean to us? (us = those people who purposely have fun until dam late then don’t want to go back home) Hmm..your house used to be my second home when I was studying at PJ SEGi in year 2007, some terrible idiots even defined your house = our house (our = me and lik chun) zzz. I don’t know since when we became gay couple, but I am sure that we are 100% ordinary man like others in the world. Want evidence? That’s easy, watch porn movie with us then u all will know. So, whoever say something bad about us again, I will force u to watch porn with us. BEAR IN MIND!!
(Lik, good enough?)

Next, I think most of us overnight at your place before. Guys are like me, tack seng, kai kiong (although he was not there on 28/2), liew. Gals we have ling ying, chye cheng, kai xin, shyan, quin (who got half leg relationship with lik, finally your dream comes true). Did I miss anyone? OH!! Miss Hong Lili (who currently suffering at Canada)! I know u will definitely join our big family if u r in Msia now, FOR SURE!! No worry la, when u back to Msia in coming April, we go kacau lik chun again la, he is dam free. If you don’t need a big spotlight then I go back home after that, but must yam cha at Williams, the cheese naan (I spell correctly right?) is so so nice! Another person I wan to mention is YLY. Duh, next time if u wanna overnight at lik chun’s house, can you please sleep at living room? Li, we all have nightmare because of her. Sleep until half then suddenly got ppl pull away your blanket, worse than color wolf, liew, m I right? You were also almost raped by her tat night, sorry that I couldn’t do anything to bring you out from hell. Kiong, luckily u were not here, otherwise u must be the 1st victim. Sob sob (LY, don’t angry ya ^^). Lik chun and tack seng, however, should be quite enjoy la. Why? bcoz LY did massage for them, by standing on their back with her legs. Haha, I think someone will leave comment and tell the story in more detailed later on.

I don’t wan to talk about the dinner, so someone who involved in cooking pls post it faster. Anyway, that dinner was so nice, not only the food is tasty (not all), but what is more meaningful is that, so many of us can stick together and have meal on a small-square-plastic-made table =D Pretty nice memory, Shyan, feel touching enough? Actually I miss your spaghetti so much, must cook again when u back to Msia next time. I hereby sincerely express my great thanks to our main chef - lik chun and liew, and other chef assistants – chye cheng, shyan, ling ying and kai xin as well. Eh, don’t forget that I and tack seng also contributed 2 big bottles of 100 Plus, 1.5 liters x 2 = 3 litlers, heavy u know! Also, Leng did also contribute a lot, thank for providing your place for this gathering.

Lastly, u guys must say thank you to me! I scarified myself to skip class (28/2/08) just to post it on blog, high efficiency right! I spent so much of energy and time, so next time u guys remember to fetch me back to ss2 after any event la. U guys know ah, it is so suffer when u got no cloth to change after bathe, sweat zzz. Lik, I got no choice, pinjam ur cloth again, but seriously, it’s not on my will la! Ok, after doing word count, there are 631 words b4 this sentence, should be long enough.
Bring Up My Post !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

情人知己，难分难解？

你相信，世上男女之间真的有纯友谊吗？我觉得这是我们私低下常常讨论的问题，看似普通，却引人深思。直到现在我也不能很肯定的告诉你，有或没有。可能你会说，朋友就朋友，情人就情人，两者有很明显的差异，不可能会分辨不清啊。对，一般的情况来说，普通朋友是不可能被当成情人。如果，对象是个自小相识，一起玩乐一起成长的好朋友，情况是否会有不同的答案？
换个方式来说吧。这个异性朋友与你是青梅竹马，从小到大吃喝玩乐他都会陪在你身边。当你开始懂事时，你发觉自己渐渐的被这位朋友吸引住了。可能，你被他的外表迷住了；可能，你欣赏他待人处世的方法；又可能；他对你无微不至的关怀，让你不自觉的对他产生好感。尤其是当你面临挫折，最无助的时候，他以朋友身份陪在你身旁，呵护你，鼓励你，给你力量走出低潮期。因为这小小的感动，在你心里留下了一波波的涟漪，你对他的感情也起了微妙的变化。内心深处的那股暗涌，使你不期然的喜欢上他了。
我认为，这样的事情确实有机会发生在现实生活中，相信各位也赞同我吧。问题是，谁又有那份勇气去跨越友谊的界限呢？爱，是一种承担。如果选择表白的话，不论结果是好是坏，你都得欣然接受。接下来要面对的，就是你和那位异性朋友之间的友谊，无可避免的受到考验。若有情人终成眷属，当然是最好不过了。如果这表白所带来的是个无言的结局，那再见还是朋友吗？身边有许多例子告诉我，要做到这点真的不容易。所以，各位亲爱的朋友，如有遇到这样的状况，还请三思而后行。毕竟，爱，真的需要勇气。

男人之苦

哎`````男人这辈子挺难的：找个漂亮女人吧，太操心，找个不漂亮的吧，又不甘心；光顾事业了，人家说你没责任感，光顾家了，人家又说你没本事；专一点吧，人家说你不成熟；花心点吧，人家说你是禽兽；有钱，说你是坏人，没有钱，人家骂你窝囊废；自己奋斗吧，等有钱了女友也老了，让女人养吧，不如自宫练葵花宝典算了。不去应酬，怕被老板废了，去应酬吧，怕被老婆废了。长帅点吧，太抢手，不帅吧，拿不出手； 活泼点吧，说你太油， 不出声吧，说你太闷； 穿西装吧，说你太严肃， 穿随便一点吧，说你乡吧佬； 会挣钱吧，怕你包二奶； 不挣钱吧，又怕孩子断奶，结婚吧，怕自己后悔；不结婚吧，怕她后悔， 要个孩子吧，怕出来没钱养， 不要孩子吧，怕老了没人养。女人可以等嫁，俺们等啥呀？女人还有个三八节，俺们有啥呀？这年头做女人难，做男人更难，男人，就要对自己好点。祝天下所有的爷们自安天命！

（本文章纯属copy & paste,如有不是之处，还请多多包涵）

无聊的早晨

12/03/2007 11.43am

好久没写日记的习惯了，今天突然有这样的心情，所以就动起手来秀一秀文笔了，哈哈。
常听人说，会让男人烦恼的只有两样事情，一是金钱二是女人。不过现在我又发现了另一个可以让我烦恼的事情，就是健康。或许你会觉得很奇怪，一个二十几岁的年轻人身体怎会有什么大问题呢？我想是上天跟我开的玩笑吧，就在去年的时候我发现自己健康亮起红灯了。
前天我去医院做身体检查，报告说我的情况恶化了。唉，我整个人当场呆在那，不过很快的我的心情平伏了下来。如果我说自己真的没事，那是骗人的。当某些事情发生在你身上后，你会不期然的回想起很多事情，好的不好的，开心的不开心的，总之你会想起好多好多自己平时不在意的琐事。或许是我想太多了，当我做了最坏的打算后，我仿佛觉得自己对这世界看开了许多，这应该是件好事吧。昨天我把这问题告诉了一位朋友，她真的好担心，给了我很多意见，要我好好照顾身体。可能是我平时忽略了身边许多的人和事，我发觉原来朋友一句简单的关心和问候，可以是那么让人觉得温暖的。朋友，或许你觉得这并不是什么大不了的事，不过对我而言已经很足够了，你的好意我心领了，谢谢你。
我哦，是个很沉闷的人，日常生活也很平淡，所以就没有写日记的习惯，因为没发生什么新鲜事嘛。我都已经忘了最后一次写日记是几时了，我想应该是小学吧。因为当时学校老师吩咐我们一定要写，是功课的一部分，所以当时没得选择。
好了，今天就写那么多（其实是不懂要写什么了，感觉上自己像个笨蛋，对着电脑发牢骚）
等哪天我心情好再继续写吧。